I've always tried to explain myself.

... like an idiot.

Sometimes ... in front of the strangers ... not understanding it is actually ... useless.

I am ... who i am.

I do ... what i do.

.... consciously or unconsciously.

And instead of accepting who i am and how i act on the stage of my life ... i've tried to explain all that.

I knew it was useless ... but i kept doing this.

Somehow .... I was hearing their inner voices ... asking me for explanations.

So ... i've continue being on the stage of life .... and offering answers to unasked questions.

And ... still .... I couldn't understand why?!

Why i had such a weird behaviour?!

Why?!

Why i was doing stupid things ... or simple act stupid ... and then come up with one million explanations?!

Why?!

Most certainly ... i felt embarrassed.

... frustrated.

And ... it all looked like ... i was actually begging for another chance ... saying ... "Next time i will act better." ... no matter how bad ... i was today.

But ... i kept remaining ... the same.

I couldn't change.

So ... all i could do was to explain myself ... making them illusory believe that the future will be ... different.

That ... i will try ... and i will succeed to be different.

Unfortunately ... i didn't knew ... i could just ignore those voices i was hearing.

... totally ignore them.

And ... actually disconnect from anyone ... that induces me the impression ... that doesn't like the way i act on the stage of life.

Yes ... disconnect ... and ignore all of them.

... no matter who they were ... and how important that relationship was for me at that time.

But ... still ... i could not be a better actor ... and couldn't stop myself giving explanations to ... everybody.

 

And you know why?!

Cause ... I couldn't accept myself.

Also ... i was too coward ... to cut all the connections with the ones ... which were judging me.

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