Life force us to have lots of experiences.
Beautiful.
Ugly.
Or weird experiences.
So … forcing us to feel a large spectrum of emotions.
All happening in continuous form.
Well … till all becomes confusing.
Extremely.
Ruining our souls.
Today … i see … many times … beyond all those contradictory emotions … only pain.
Yes … pain.
At me.
At … everyone around me.
I try to understand … but …
I just can’t.
I’ve personally started to disconnect from my feelings and any emotions.
And … the passing of time … helped me a lot.
Stopping that … inner emotional balance.
Honestly … i am happy.
Happy … it stopped.
Hoping … is forever.
But … it’s weird.
Today … i don’t feel anything … anymore.
Being like a zombie.
A real one.
I ran away for pain … killing my ability … of feeling life.
Any type of feeling.
Or emotion.
I am not happy.
I am not unhappy.
I don’t feel fear, anxiety, worries … anything,
But … i also don’t feel anything good either.
So …. I have a soul … but i can’t use it anymore.
No.
I’ve probably lost connection with it.
My life continues, but I believe i went too much into the direction of protecting my soul.
Being metamorphosed into a weird emotional zombie.
Still looking like human … but being in fact … nothing that looks like a human.
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